Sunday, November 8, 2009
★ ; Done.
I've lost hope after seeing 'Maybe have :x' this sentence . After that day , i felt so lost . I kept having a feeling of losing you some day . I'm losing the feeling of security from you . I can't feel the love from you like last time . I felt so cold recently . I don't know why . I fear . If one day i really have to let go , i will . Though can't bear . But i really wish we can return to the times you used to pamper me , so secured , so safe . You made me felt I'm really yours , no one else can take me away from you . But after that day , its so different . I want the old you back , i don't want to have a chance of you leaving . I've still thought of our 1year 8months , going to the park i always mentioned with you , i've got something specially prepared for us . But now i'm starting to doubt .. Howhow , i really wish you would stay ..
